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the shittiest thing ever just happened...it involves...me...myra...lots of crying...and ending the best relationship ive had in my life...kinda sums it up there...well yeah....if you havent gotten it...myra just broke up with me...and im feeling like complete shit...nonestop tears coming out of my eyes...lots of feeling sorry for myself...thinking about everything in the past...actually just thinking about how good my life was just yesterday and how it changed so quickly...well yeah...im feeling very hurt and very sad...and worst of all the one person that can actually help me is the one that made it happen...myra...im sorry...if i did something...i know you said i didnt but there has to be something that involves me...i just want you to know that ill always be here...whenever you need me...if you ever do...i really do care about you alot...i mean you mean more to me than anyone or anything right now...someone could have a gun to my head push the trigger in a little bit and i wouldnt move, be scared, or anything...i would just be thinking about you...and all the good times we had...just hoping that someday it will happen again...and that my dreams really would come true...instead of just feeling like shit...i could be lying next you holding you in my arms...happy because id finally get something i want...yes...i will pray for it every night...maybe someday it will happen...maybe...someday...i love you...more than anything...and if my dreams never happen...well dont forget about me atleast...i promise you i wont...i really thought we were going to last along time...i mean we never even argued or anything...always talking and doing stuff...you made me happy...and i thank you for everything...
~a very sad and teary eyed aaron dawson
~a very sad and teary eyed aaron dawson