My burly angel
You. You have made me feel beautiful back when I didn't know how to. You have opened up facets of me I didn't know I had. You have made me desire things I thought I did not deserve before. You saw beauty in me when I had forgotten what it was like to feel like a woman. You've come to my rescue time and time again, endeavoring to show me love and compassion when I was beating you down in an attempt to run away from myself. You have been there for each subsequent breakup, each apartment move, each big transition in my life. You made the impossible task of loading up my things a breeze today, then treated me to dinner.
And now I am moving.
What am I going to do without you? Without your shoulder to cry on the first week when I get homesick? Without your hugs when my residency breaks me down and I don't think I can make it through? Without your comforting, big, positive presence when I feel so small, so helpless, so lost and purposeless? Who else knows me this well? No one in the state I'm going to, that's for sure.
Yes, G-d will provide and life does not give me more than I can take. But I miss you already.
And now I am moving.
What am I going to do without you? Without your shoulder to cry on the first week when I get homesick? Without your hugs when my residency breaks me down and I don't think I can make it through? Without your comforting, big, positive presence when I feel so small, so helpless, so lost and purposeless? Who else knows me this well? No one in the state I'm going to, that's for sure.
Yes, G-d will provide and life does not give me more than I can take. But I miss you already.