hmm....
Sometimes I think that I enjoy being social. Sometimes I think that my life would be so much better if I was invited everywhere and had tons of friends and a boyfriend.
Then I have to realize, I like being at home. I like my parents and just being lazy and not having to impress anyone. Whenever I go out I start thinking that I am missing out on being a teenager, but I don't think I am. I think I am just ok being alone a lot.
Ok, so its not like I dont have friends. I have Milly, my other half. I have all my church buds. I have alice. I have caitlin. I have bean,alex,kristine, kaitlin, Emily, and Gina (plus all my other school friends). But, except Milly, there is no one I am constantly around. Sometimes I wish I was like the P.Posse and had that dynamic. But I am ok knowing that people love me and care about me even if Im not around a lot.
Or Maybe Im just a loser. I really have no idea.
Or maybe im just going through a stage.
You never really know.
Then I have to realize, I like being at home. I like my parents and just being lazy and not having to impress anyone. Whenever I go out I start thinking that I am missing out on being a teenager, but I don't think I am. I think I am just ok being alone a lot.
Ok, so its not like I dont have friends. I have Milly, my other half. I have all my church buds. I have alice. I have caitlin. I have bean,alex,kristine, kaitlin, Emily, and Gina (plus all my other school friends). But, except Milly, there is no one I am constantly around. Sometimes I wish I was like the P.Posse and had that dynamic. But I am ok knowing that people love me and care about me even if Im not around a lot.
Or Maybe Im just a loser. I really have no idea.
Or maybe im just going through a stage.
You never really know.