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well, for anyone who cares....
i got the job. I start on wednesday.
heehee... i went into Best Western today to quit, and like, they knew! Someone told them that I was going to an interview, so Carlette, didn't even look at me, until i handed her my uniform and said, 'Sorry, but Im not working here anymore.' she took the uniform and said 'okay. bye.' and i said bye to Amber told her i'd call her and that was that.
Sure, BW was my frist job so i was really nervious, i mean, what if it doenst wokr out at the new place?? but, id rather try that then stay in a shithole.
The hotel is BEAUTIFUL!! I really want to spend a night in one of those rooms. they're amazing.
They're going to take a helluva time to clean tho. but much more worth my energy then BW.
So, i got to my car after i told her i wasnt working there anymore, my legs were jello.... but i sat in my car, looked at the place, and this.... heavy burden, this pain thats been on me... lifted... went away. I no longer have the worry... or the fear of my employers... i no longer feel i have to clean 10 rooms by break because if i dont, they'd bitch to me. I no longer feel like crying.
That was the reason I've been so depressed!! That place is horrible!! Its like an abusive boy/girlfriend.... they love you for a while, then they yell and put you down till you feel so bad about yourself. You feel like you do deserve the hurt they're giving to you, and that you don't deserve better.
I am really glad that Sarah came to BW, quit, found this job, and invited me along. cuz id still be so miserible. Thanx for knocking some sense into me gurl!
Well yes. I am happy.... it's one less thing to worry about now.
oh by the way.... I got blood work done last week, everything was fine except my Cholesterol. i know what yoru thinking, 'your too young to have bad Cholesterol!' its true! but, i do. i mean the range for it is 0-200. and 200 is HIGH. Mine is 221.
I have alot of heart problems on BOTH sides of my family. So i have to start eating better *yuck.* plus i have to exersice. My mom got me a membership to the YMCA. so hopefully i can get some motivation to go and exersice and swim and such.
Uhh.. so yea. bottom line?
Work: Best Western sucks, but now I have found a new home and it makes me happy.
Health: need some work on that.
Love: wonderful, but still wish Curt was closer
Friends: sarah rocks for getting me this job! and everyone else, i love you too!
Life: basiclly good.
Family: not too bad.
uhh what else is there? i think thats it.
Soooooooo thats not a bad score, id give my overall mood a..... B+. W00t.
i got the job. I start on wednesday.
heehee... i went into Best Western today to quit, and like, they knew! Someone told them that I was going to an interview, so Carlette, didn't even look at me, until i handed her my uniform and said, 'Sorry, but Im not working here anymore.' she took the uniform and said 'okay. bye.' and i said bye to Amber told her i'd call her and that was that.
Sure, BW was my frist job so i was really nervious, i mean, what if it doenst wokr out at the new place?? but, id rather try that then stay in a shithole.
The hotel is BEAUTIFUL!! I really want to spend a night in one of those rooms. they're amazing.
They're going to take a helluva time to clean tho. but much more worth my energy then BW.
So, i got to my car after i told her i wasnt working there anymore, my legs were jello.... but i sat in my car, looked at the place, and this.... heavy burden, this pain thats been on me... lifted... went away. I no longer have the worry... or the fear of my employers... i no longer feel i have to clean 10 rooms by break because if i dont, they'd bitch to me. I no longer feel like crying.
That was the reason I've been so depressed!! That place is horrible!! Its like an abusive boy/girlfriend.... they love you for a while, then they yell and put you down till you feel so bad about yourself. You feel like you do deserve the hurt they're giving to you, and that you don't deserve better.
I am really glad that Sarah came to BW, quit, found this job, and invited me along. cuz id still be so miserible. Thanx for knocking some sense into me gurl!
Well yes. I am happy.... it's one less thing to worry about now.
oh by the way.... I got blood work done last week, everything was fine except my Cholesterol. i know what yoru thinking, 'your too young to have bad Cholesterol!' its true! but, i do. i mean the range for it is 0-200. and 200 is HIGH. Mine is 221.
I have alot of heart problems on BOTH sides of my family. So i have to start eating better *yuck.* plus i have to exersice. My mom got me a membership to the YMCA. so hopefully i can get some motivation to go and exersice and swim and such.
Uhh.. so yea. bottom line?
Work: Best Western sucks, but now I have found a new home and it makes me happy.
Health: need some work on that.
Love: wonderful, but still wish Curt was closer
Friends: sarah rocks for getting me this job! and everyone else, i love you too!
Life: basiclly good.
Family: not too bad.
uhh what else is there? i think thats it.
Soooooooo thats not a bad score, id give my overall mood a..... B+. W00t.