Farewell my Friend
So much has changed in such a short period of time.....
The one and only girl ive ever fell for basically broke up with me ( its was mutual decision but i wanted to work it out) and now to top off that .......shes talking to one of my best freinds (or better yet "so called" best freinds) so that is pretty crappy....its bothers the crap out of me. But maybe its whats best.
Basicly im not in one way shape or form content with my life. Right now to me living this mediocore life is tearing me apart.
I may be in a band but everyone doubts me... people seem to doubt my musical ability....but as far as thats concerned i dont care cause ill just prove you wrong if you want to run your mouth. Ill embarress you in front of 300 people on stage as they cheer for me and your in the crowd watching. Im not content living in pace florida for the rest of my life. I refuse to be the kid in the crowd ...i refuse to sit around and watch my life pass me bye.
and now to me personally im no where near as spiritual as i need/want to be. but that is changing.
this is for YOU.
and for those of you who have or ever will doubt me. Or maybe dont like me because im not confident or w/e your lame excuses are.
I could care less im not living my life for you.
im over confident at times foolesh and reckless but you never saw that side of me.... you never gave me the chance.........and now ill always have that night of regret......
I hope you dont get hurt...cause I wont be around for you to cry on anymore. im moving on.............
Chris.
The one and only girl ive ever fell for basically broke up with me ( its was mutual decision but i wanted to work it out) and now to top off that .......shes talking to one of my best freinds (or better yet "so called" best freinds) so that is pretty crappy....its bothers the crap out of me. But maybe its whats best.
Basicly im not in one way shape or form content with my life. Right now to me living this mediocore life is tearing me apart.
I may be in a band but everyone doubts me... people seem to doubt my musical ability....but as far as thats concerned i dont care cause ill just prove you wrong if you want to run your mouth. Ill embarress you in front of 300 people on stage as they cheer for me and your in the crowd watching. Im not content living in pace florida for the rest of my life. I refuse to be the kid in the crowd ...i refuse to sit around and watch my life pass me bye.
and now to me personally im no where near as spiritual as i need/want to be. but that is changing.
this is for YOU.
and for those of you who have or ever will doubt me. Or maybe dont like me because im not confident or w/e your lame excuses are.
I could care less im not living my life for you.
im over confident at times foolesh and reckless but you never saw that side of me.... you never gave me the chance.........and now ill always have that night of regret......
I hope you dont get hurt...cause I wont be around for you to cry on anymore. im moving on.............
Chris.