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so i havent posted in this thing in forever, i guess that im in just a typing mood, ive been writing a lot of things down vs typing it out but this just seems more convient way of doing things seeing as how i have no time to do anything, with my job tattooing and roller derby its hard just to get a few hours too myself anyways.
and i just checked my bank account and the only thing i spend money on is gas and food nothing else, i dont really buy anything for fun, it fucking sucks, i have to eat out all of the time because im never home to eat, and when i am im never hungry im sure if i ate at home i would save so much more money but the gas thing is something i cant give up. and then i have my car payment i hope that i can just save up some money when i do my taxes. im sending some of that money too tim to help him out with his situation a little bit, i just dont want him to go away from my life, he is so importaint to me and i wish that he would come here to me. i think that we would have fun, but i know how he likes arizona, and i dont want to take him away from what he likes, im just not going to be able to come home to him for a while. it makes me want to cry i miss him so much. why does it always have to be this way. blah.
stupid emotions making me want to do things.
if someone upstairs is listening, send him my way on good terms please. im so lonely with out him around. he makes me happy. and i want to work to be with him. ill do whatever it takes man. just help a nigga out is all.
jax
and i just checked my bank account and the only thing i spend money on is gas and food nothing else, i dont really buy anything for fun, it fucking sucks, i have to eat out all of the time because im never home to eat, and when i am im never hungry im sure if i ate at home i would save so much more money but the gas thing is something i cant give up. and then i have my car payment i hope that i can just save up some money when i do my taxes. im sending some of that money too tim to help him out with his situation a little bit, i just dont want him to go away from my life, he is so importaint to me and i wish that he would come here to me. i think that we would have fun, but i know how he likes arizona, and i dont want to take him away from what he likes, im just not going to be able to come home to him for a while. it makes me want to cry i miss him so much. why does it always have to be this way. blah.
stupid emotions making me want to do things.
if someone upstairs is listening, send him my way on good terms please. im so lonely with out him around. he makes me happy. and i want to work to be with him. ill do whatever it takes man. just help a nigga out is all.
jax