021 :: Semi-Private (Not Viewable to people who would get him/Marly in trouble. oo;)
Well... Niisan says until the trial is over I shouldn't see Marluxia. He says if anyone found out, there could be trouble, and he doesn't want to risk me going back to Tousan. I understand that... but it doesn't make it easy. I don't know how much longer the stupid trial is going to last, either...
I talked to Mar about it last night (um, sorry I was so late getting home Niisan, at least I called this time, right? >>;) and he agrees with everything Niisan's saying. Neither of them want anything to happen to me. I appreciate it, but still. It sucks. And when I left I didn't know when I'd be able to see him again. ><;
On another note, because of that I finally told him how I feel. He says... he loves me, too. ^////^
...I guess I just have to deal. I'm told the term is "man up". It's tough, but it has to be done. I'm going to go crazy not being able to see him. So...
Niisan also says he isn't sure if I'm going to have to testify or not. I'm hoping not. It's something I don't want to do if I can help it... but I will if I have to. I guess we'll just have to wait and see on that one.
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Uuuugh, Luke. I'm depressed. -___-;
I talked to Mar about it last night (um, sorry I was so late getting home Niisan, at least I called this time, right? >>;) and he agrees with everything Niisan's saying. Neither of them want anything to happen to me. I appreciate it, but still. It sucks. And when I left I didn't know when I'd be able to see him again. ><;
On another note, because of that I finally told him how I feel. He says... he loves me, too. ^////^
...I guess I just have to deal. I'm told the term is "man up". It's tough, but it has to be done. I'm going to go crazy not being able to see him. So...
Niisan also says he isn't sure if I'm going to have to testify or not. I'm hoping not. It's something I don't want to do if I can help it... but I will if I have to. I guess we'll just have to wait and see on that one.
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Uuuugh, Luke. I'm depressed. -___-;