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Asch is still in the hospital. He and Luke's father seems to have deemed it too dangerous for them to be around each other, so he's forbidding them to see each other. Like that's going to happen. Asch is determined as hell to leave the hospital now and go have it out with the man, despite still having a bullet hole in him. I said I'd go talk to their father, but he won't listen. Someone help me keep him in the damn hospital bed until he's not at risk of dying anymore?
That aside, Yaten looked into the modeling thing for me, and the agency is legitimate. Niisan says it's alright as long as I don't "end up like Dante". >>;; So I guess I'll give it a shot. The money seems decent, and it's not full-time so I'd still have time for Mar, my friends, and classes... we'll see how it goes. *shrug*
I saw my social worker the other day. Axel was right, after a while her visits got to be less frequent, and shorter. She must be busy. Not that I'm complaining. I hate having her pry into my life. She already almost ruined things for me once, so the less I see of her the better. She's stopped asking about Mar, too. Though she has suggested a couple of times that I might benefit from seeing a counselor, even though I keep telling her I don't need one. Niisan has also suggested it.
It's been a while since my last swordsmanship lesson. Niisan's been busy though, after what happened with Rufus and everything. I'm hoping to get back into it soon. Niisan, when can I start using Souba, instead of the practice swords? >>;
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...Niisan sat me down with Yazoo and Loz today, and told us all that Yaten is pregnant. It should be good news, I know that he wants a family of his own, but somehow... *sigh* I'm already a third wheel, despite what they say, and having them having kids just makes it more obvious that I don't really belong there. Not that Niisan, or Yazoo, or Loz, or even Yaten will agree with me on that...
It's just weird for me. I feel like I'm intruding on them. And I'm not exactly... great at the entire "family" thing to begin with. I've never had a real one before. I... would much rather leave them to their privacy with this, but I'm not allowed to move in with Mar, and I don't have anywhere else to go. Besides, I know Niisan would be really hurt if I just up and left...
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That aside, Yaten looked into the modeling thing for me, and the agency is legitimate. Niisan says it's alright as long as I don't "end up like Dante". >>;; So I guess I'll give it a shot. The money seems decent, and it's not full-time so I'd still have time for Mar, my friends, and classes... we'll see how it goes. *shrug*
I saw my social worker the other day. Axel was right, after a while her visits got to be less frequent, and shorter. She must be busy. Not that I'm complaining. I hate having her pry into my life. She already almost ruined things for me once, so the less I see of her the better. She's stopped asking about Mar, too. Though she has suggested a couple of times that I might benefit from seeing a counselor, even though I keep telling her I don't need one. Niisan has also suggested it.
It's been a while since my last swordsmanship lesson. Niisan's been busy though, after what happened with Rufus and everything. I'm hoping to get back into it soon. Niisan, when can I start using Souba, instead of the practice swords? >>;
Semi-Private
...Niisan sat me down with Yazoo and Loz today, and told us all that Yaten is pregnant. It should be good news, I know that he wants a family of his own, but somehow... *sigh* I'm already a third wheel, despite what they say, and having them having kids just makes it more obvious that I don't really belong there. Not that Niisan, or Yazoo, or Loz, or even Yaten will agree with me on that...
It's just weird for me. I feel like I'm intruding on them. And I'm not exactly... great at the entire "family" thing to begin with. I've never had a real one before. I... would much rather leave them to their privacy with this, but I'm not allowed to move in with Mar, and I don't have anywhere else to go. Besides, I know Niisan would be really hurt if I just up and left...
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