Your Royal Majesty
Bestie says I am a princess. I was livid! In my mind, I consider writing off the friendship that was 17 years.
I sat here looking at the sentence I just typed. How well do I know myself? And what is a princess anyways? Perhaps, I got my definition wrong. Personally, perhaps, I was a princess in my early age where I felt I don't owe anybody anything and all I do is act according to my whims and fancies. I'd just walked away from a group if they ponder too long on which restaurant to go to. I caused a lot of discomforts. Heartaches even. And as I looked back at my earlier years. I shudder. All I thought about was me, myself and I. And I would be like that still if not for the one turning point in my life.
And I realized, my life is not just my own. It's a part of my family. It's a part of my friends. It's a part of who I am close to. From selfish to self-sacrificial mode. I've tried to find the balance. V says I need to love myself more. Close ones know that no matter how feisty I am, I always have a soft spot for them. I never really stay angry for long. Unless, you push the few buttons that I absolutely can't stand. Then perhaps, ka-boom. I channel my inner princess energy and sock it back at you. Only to come crawling back looking for truce.
By nature, I think I am peace-loving. Yet I do not suffer in silence. If you wanna come at me, be prepared to face an army. Though, it is serious waste of my time. And yours.
There is nothing left to say.
How did we get to this?
I sat here looking at the sentence I just typed. How well do I know myself? And what is a princess anyways? Perhaps, I got my definition wrong. Personally, perhaps, I was a princess in my early age where I felt I don't owe anybody anything and all I do is act according to my whims and fancies. I'd just walked away from a group if they ponder too long on which restaurant to go to. I caused a lot of discomforts. Heartaches even. And as I looked back at my earlier years. I shudder. All I thought about was me, myself and I. And I would be like that still if not for the one turning point in my life.
And I realized, my life is not just my own. It's a part of my family. It's a part of my friends. It's a part of who I am close to. From selfish to self-sacrificial mode. I've tried to find the balance. V says I need to love myself more. Close ones know that no matter how feisty I am, I always have a soft spot for them. I never really stay angry for long. Unless, you push the few buttons that I absolutely can't stand. Then perhaps, ka-boom. I channel my inner princess energy and sock it back at you. Only to come crawling back looking for truce.
By nature, I think I am peace-loving. Yet I do not suffer in silence. If you wanna come at me, be prepared to face an army. Though, it is serious waste of my time. And yours.
There is nothing left to say.
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