I'll bet you didn't know...
I'm very critical of myself and others I don't know. I cry when you're not looking. On the outside, you'd think I had it all, but I feel like I'm missing everything. Even though you invite me over, I don't feel like I belong. I wish I could find the paper where I wrote about "where I'd be in a couple years". I've grown up faster than I wanted to. I constantly reminisce about things that used to be a part of everyday life. I always feel replaceable.
...any of this.