Holy shit..some things..make you realize a lot..

[reminisceofnow]

Some things really make me think about how much I care about people. And how much doing something that you never intended to do can hurt someone. I remember back in the day..when I hurt some people that I really cared about..including Matthew..even Kristen and Danah...and Doug...and Will. THere was a lot of stupid shit that happened last year..even this year..the whole Melissa thing..thats just..I dont know. Its so upsetting that all this shit..that I've ever done has hurt people. Theres a lot that I did..that I didnt realize I did..that hurt Matthew..and Kristen...that was horrible. God, I never realized how much something stupid..could hurt people..god..I dont know why..I just feel like crying thinking of everything I've ever done. Poor Chelsea..jeez..I cant..I'm such a horrible person..I'm so sorry to everyone that I ever hurt..and I wish that I could take it back..and do everyhting all over again..its just..its unbelieveable..I cant..oh man..this sucks. ='( I'm sorry everyone..I love you all. <3

I Love Matthew Kreckie Forever and After!