Don't even bother reading this, its just venting that needed to be done.

[reminisceofnow]

You can't change your lucky stars...

This is something I wished I'd never write again...but sadly..I'm writing it.

I never believed that everyone had only one person they were destined to love..

Today in History, my mind changed about everything. And I mean EVERYTHiNG. Matthew, friends, life, happiness..you name it. I jsut sat there..and

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[thegallowisgodx]

Amanda... you know I don't like Matt and you know I like Tom (for you), but if this is what you choose I can't stop you. I've tried and never succeed. I don't know what to say, except me and you are always in the same situations... WiTH MATT'S! You know I love you... and you also know I still love Matt [B]. I know you love me and I know you love Matt [K] too... whatever you choose I can prevent it from happening because I am in the same situation, only I am falling for someone else... so I don't know what to say besides... YOU SHOULD COME AND SWiM iN MY POOL! lol I love you more than anything! <3333

[thegallowisgodx]

I can prevent

should be

I can't*** prevent

[reminisceofnow]

Hahah I SHOULD!!! But..I can't at least not today..because I have to go out with mi madre..maybe sometime later in the week? Heh..yeah I know how it goes..life sucks. And I just don't know what to do about anything. His birthday is in two days...I wonder what will happen..maybe he'll talk to me...I love you more than you love me!!!! <333

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