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Having to make the most difficult decisions is draining me out.This is the worst situation anyone can be put through. Anyway feeling sick. Stomach is cramping ( no, it's not that time of a month ), but I feel ill. It is my emotions that's taking over me, which is why I feel like this.. Ughh Wendell, if only you were home now. This
grief, this saddness, this guilt I'm feeling would be less painful if you were home going through OUR situation with me. Talking me through, but you're not. The only time I'll get to let me emotions out to when you come home, and when you surprise me by ringing my doorbell on Tuesday night, or Wednesday morning, don't be surprise if I give u the tightest and biggest hug you've ever had, and you see tears falling down my face. It's all of my mixed emotions combined together....
Anyway went to DT to run my errands, unfortunately I had no idea where Tricia was, so I was on my own. It's alright though because it gave me time to think over some stuff. Anyway DT again tomorrow, then I'm free. No more travelling back and forth. The weather was nice today which made me feel less unconfortable, so yeah. Anyway this medicine is making me sleeping. So I'm gonna head on up to my bed and take a nice little nap. See ya!
grief, this saddness, this guilt I'm feeling would be less painful if you were home going through OUR situation with me. Talking me through, but you're not. The only time I'll get to let me emotions out to when you come home, and when you surprise me by ringing my doorbell on Tuesday night, or Wednesday morning, don't be surprise if I give u the tightest and biggest hug you've ever had, and you see tears falling down my face. It's all of my mixed emotions combined together....
Anyway went to DT to run my errands, unfortunately I had no idea where Tricia was, so I was on my own. It's alright though because it gave me time to think over some stuff. Anyway DT again tomorrow, then I'm free. No more travelling back and forth. The weather was nice today which made me feel less unconfortable, so yeah. Anyway this medicine is making me sleeping. So I'm gonna head on up to my bed and take a nice little nap. See ya!