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DAY 2 OF 24:
Only the toughest survive, and in this game, I'm the only one who can actually complete it. Basically, this game is about knowing how much love you have for someone or how much they mean to you especially when they're gone (in my situation, he's in another country). Right now, we're both in a tough situation, and we both understand that he really can't be here to support me throughout this obstacle, but it's alright, because being so called "brave" that he sees me to be, I guess I'll be able to overcome this one on my own, although having him here would be so much better. Sometimes I do wish he was here, sometimes I do wish that we weren't in this situation now, and MOST OF THE TIME, I DO WISH HE DIDN'T HAVE TO LEAVE, but as everyone says, everything happens for a reason. This is harder than I thought, but we made a promise that we wouldn't let this ruin our summer, especially his. Now that he's with family that he actually like being around, I refuse this situation to be the reason he feels distant, or if he's more quiet than usual. We promised to each other that everything will be all right, and those I have to guide me and support me are here for me every step of the way, filling up each deep hole that's within me. Baby, whenever you see this. I want to let you know that I'm OK! I miss you very much, but YOU better be having a good time, or else! I love you and see in you 22 days...
&& Although I said that I can live without you, but I chose not too...I've come to realized that I can't chose to not be
without you anymore, because now that you're not here, I can't be fully happy. I can't be completely me, and my heart has never beated so slow, until the day you left, called me obsessed, call me whipped, I just can't be without you. I love you and there's honestly nothing more that I can say...
Only the toughest survive, and in this game, I'm the only one who can actually complete it. Basically, this game is about knowing how much love you have for someone or how much they mean to you especially when they're gone (in my situation, he's in another country). Right now, we're both in a tough situation, and we both understand that he really can't be here to support me throughout this obstacle, but it's alright, because being so called "brave" that he sees me to be, I guess I'll be able to overcome this one on my own, although having him here would be so much better. Sometimes I do wish he was here, sometimes I do wish that we weren't in this situation now, and MOST OF THE TIME, I DO WISH HE DIDN'T HAVE TO LEAVE, but as everyone says, everything happens for a reason. This is harder than I thought, but we made a promise that we wouldn't let this ruin our summer, especially his. Now that he's with family that he actually like being around, I refuse this situation to be the reason he feels distant, or if he's more quiet than usual. We promised to each other that everything will be all right, and those I have to guide me and support me are here for me every step of the way, filling up each deep hole that's within me. Baby, whenever you see this. I want to let you know that I'm OK! I miss you very much, but YOU better be having a good time, or else! I love you and see in you 22 days...
&& Although I said that I can live without you, but I chose not too...I've come to realized that I can't chose to not be
without you anymore, because now that you're not here, I can't be fully happy. I can't be completely me, and my heart has never beated so slow, until the day you left, called me obsessed, call me whipped, I just can't be without you. I love you and there's honestly nothing more that I can say...