Has it been that long

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It has really been a full year since my mom died. I can't hardly believe it. I am sitting here crying. I am listening to the song that was her's and my dad's when he left for vietnam. I had this planned out with what I was going to write....nothing ever goes as planned. This past year has been crazy to say the least. I was going to talk about all the amazing stuff that has happened. Nothing comes to mind anymore. I overcome with, sadness, grief, happiness.....I don't know what the fuck else. I so wish there was someone I could talk to right now....not just online....but someone face to face. It seems like I have pushed a lot of shit back this last year, now I am sitting here a wreck. I think I will just get fucked up until I can't sit up anymore. Thats it for now....

I LOVE YOU MOM

Patricia Ann Carlson
04-19-1946 to 01-27-2005