HELP ME

[remiffer]

well today when i woke up i had to go to the hospital b/c my sisters baby jsut had heart surgery so she wouldnt die. she isnt even a year old yet. :( poor thing. anyway after that i went to the mall b/c i had to get thiy like to call her. but shes jsut a fuckign stupid nigger. i already go to theropy so i dotn see why they have to send some stupid

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[ialreadyloveyou]

Hm im at work right now and last night was like the worst night ever and i wasnt avoiding ur calls okay i went to bed early cause i had to get up extra early for today adn i knew i shoudnt have leftu alone even for one night but bianca kept calling and i felt guilty just like i do now that i wasnt with you and she kept saying youve been ditching me all summer for remy cant u just hang out with me one night. and now the guilt i feel with you is different i feel like i was the one missing out and that i missed so much fun or something it sux. but ohwell you dont want to hear excuses i guess you just want to hear that im so sorry:-/ I loev you so much and i left you a voicemail last ngiht but i mena it was a pathetic one. I told you im a bad frienda dn you dont want me but i really hops you still do cause i LOVE YU MORE than myself and all my family and friends all put into gether they couldnt even beat you. Oh man this secretary lady keeps coming in and is liek why the fuck is she on teh computer but she doesnt wnat to be rude and say anything in case im actually doing smehting. I knew i shouoldnt be wihotui you cause now i miss you and you ate fucking cupcakes and oh man i need you so bad and i have to sleep at my grandmas today im gona ask soo much totake off wok and come over tonight if you even want me there after this i guess its nto a big deal but it feels like it to me. I hope no one reads ur journal or they will think we aer fucking psycho but hey I LIKE IT THAT WAy. oh man i woke up at 4 in teh morning this morning and i saw pyscho 2 and it was realy good and i got scared adn i wished u were sponing with me so i wouldnt befrigthetend. this job is so boring. okay well i hope you get to read this if not ohwell.. I MADE THE FORCSE CMBINE BIIIIEATCH.... i hope you still love me

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