FALLING APART
last night me alyssa and teresa went to esplande to meet up with brett james and scarlette and gino came alter on. i waned to go be with joey but alyssa and teresa wanted to go to the mall. so i ened up going there and hoping joey would come. but he didnt. once again a night without joeys :( that ngiht sucked really bad. i noticed one hting was that everytime im with people no matter what it is, i always tend to be alone in my own little world away from everyone, like when everyone is walking in a big group im either the only one alone either walkgin behind or in front alone o well some things will just never change. gino had this book he was reading and it was about a girl that cuts herself and ends up being commited into a hospital. i was jsut skipping and aorund and on the last couple of pages i saw that when she ogt out and was better and crap she talkgin about all the scars on her arms and how she could never wear a sleves gown :( i know what its like. i want to get the book it seemed really good. yeah joey got pissed cause i didnt go se ehim but i i mean it wasn tmy fault i really wanted to see him. i tried i was even goign to pay for to come hang out iwht us at the mall but no that didnt happen. o well but i got to see him today. well teresa slept over that night and alyssa wasnt with us :( she had to work this morning. i miss her already i know im pathetic but fuck you lol well anyway....
Today we had a plan. but it failed leik always lol. well we set the alarm to wake up early and have my mom bring us to grans so we could spend the whole mornign there and then alter meet up with james and brett. but the alarm didnt of off and when we woke up reight when my mom was leaving so she didnt have time to bring us. and then we were buggin my brother to bring us around 12 but he was being a prick and wouldnt bring us untill 2 cause thats when he was leaving for work. well i finally got ot see rat boy :) i liek him soooo much. im scared i dont want to get too attached to him. i dont want to get hurt. o well. hope for the best and plan for the worst. well anyway jaons and pj stopped by and this other kid i didnt know and after awhile we walked to toys r us and right when we wanted to leave it started to rain so we were stuck there untillt eh rain stopeed. but it was all good joey bought me a popsylce :) YEAH it was soo good. mmm well later we went back to grans and hung aroudn there untill 6 when my mom picked me up.
you cant keep a secret if it was never a secret
i hope you come down with something they cant diginose and have no cure for.
I WANT HIM TO KISS ME AND MEEN IT.
Today we had a plan. but it failed leik always lol. well we set the alarm to wake up early and have my mom bring us to grans so we could spend the whole mornign there and then alter meet up with james and brett. but the alarm didnt of off and when we woke up reight when my mom was leaving so she didnt have time to bring us. and then we were buggin my brother to bring us around 12 but he was being a prick and wouldnt bring us untill 2 cause thats when he was leaving for work. well i finally got ot see rat boy :) i liek him soooo much. im scared i dont want to get too attached to him. i dont want to get hurt. o well. hope for the best and plan for the worst. well anyway jaons and pj stopped by and this other kid i didnt know and after awhile we walked to toys r us and right when we wanted to leave it started to rain so we were stuck there untillt eh rain stopeed. but it was all good joey bought me a popsylce :) YEAH it was soo good. mmm well later we went back to grans and hung aroudn there untill 6 when my mom picked me up.
you cant keep a secret if it was never a secret
i hope you come down with something they cant diginose and have no cure for.
I WANT HIM TO KISS ME AND MEEN IT.