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Warning: This is just me ranting. Don't bother reading it.
FUCK. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU! CANT YOU JUST FUCK OFF AND STAY OUT OF MY LIFE. GOD. I HATE YOU, I HATE YOUR STUPIDITY, I HATE YOUR EXCUSES, I HATE HOW YOU MAKE IT SOUND LIKE YOU DO FUCKING NOTHING WRONG. Yeah, it's my fault you target young, niave girls and use them for sex. ALL MY FAULT. "you don't talk to me anymore, you dont hang out with me anymore, you dont know me" Yeah? I wonder fucknig why that is... Desperate goddamned loser. "I'm going to bragg about getting drunk because I want people to accept me, lol". You're real cool.
I havn't the slightest clue why I even bother giving you a chance. You are just a fucking asshole that wasted some of my life. I shouldn't let this get me so mad, but I do. It's pointless though, you have no feelings for anyone, anywhere other then your dick. You're the only person in the world and your happiness is the only thing that matters. No one elses feelings matter, oh no. Trying to tell you anything is a waste of time, you just flip it to make you sound innocent. You arn't. You're desperate, fucking scum, that trys to pull people into their little web with pretty words, flowers, and false impressions.
Too many niave, insecure girls that want attention and soak it all in, get fucked over by you. Asshole. I wish I could expose you. To the world. Mainly your other girl toys and your parents. "Hey, ______'s girlfriend, guess what? Your precious ______ wanted to fuck me a few weeks ago. But don't worry, he still loves you."
I guess it's just bittersweet. Such great memories, but the ending was bullshit. And know that I know how much of a joke this whole thing was, I wish it'd never happened. Colin may not worship me, and wait on my every need, but he's good to me. He doesn't use me, I don't think he'll fuck me over in the end either. I'd rather have that then you, anydays. You don't deserve anyone but your right hand.
At least I've learned a lesson from you though, pay better attention to people's actions. Try to see the signs, and get out fast, before they fuck you over, again and again.
edit: We're hanging out sunday...
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The world is so fucked up, and if it wern't for a few things, I wouldn't be here anymore. Really, it's almost not fucking worth it. Everythings fucked, everything fucks you over, and everythings being destroyed. I can't even sit through science without being told the earth is being destroyed, and soon it'll just be gone. What the hell's the point? We're all going to get cancer and die. The fucking end.
Thank fuck for Colin
FUCK. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU! CANT YOU JUST FUCK OFF AND STAY OUT OF MY LIFE. GOD. I HATE YOU, I HATE YOUR STUPIDITY, I HATE YOUR EXCUSES, I HATE HOW YOU MAKE IT SOUND LIKE YOU DO FUCKING NOTHING WRONG. Yeah, it's my fault you target young, niave girls and use them for sex. ALL MY FAULT. "you don't talk to me anymore, you dont hang out with me anymore, you dont know me" Yeah? I wonder fucknig why that is... Desperate goddamned loser. "I'm going to bragg about getting drunk because I want people to accept me, lol". You're real cool.
I havn't the slightest clue why I even bother giving you a chance. You are just a fucking asshole that wasted some of my life. I shouldn't let this get me so mad, but I do. It's pointless though, you have no feelings for anyone, anywhere other then your dick. You're the only person in the world and your happiness is the only thing that matters. No one elses feelings matter, oh no. Trying to tell you anything is a waste of time, you just flip it to make you sound innocent. You arn't. You're desperate, fucking scum, that trys to pull people into their little web with pretty words, flowers, and false impressions.
Too many niave, insecure girls that want attention and soak it all in, get fucked over by you. Asshole. I wish I could expose you. To the world. Mainly your other girl toys and your parents. "Hey, ______'s girlfriend, guess what? Your precious ______ wanted to fuck me a few weeks ago. But don't worry, he still loves you."
I guess it's just bittersweet. Such great memories, but the ending was bullshit. And know that I know how much of a joke this whole thing was, I wish it'd never happened. Colin may not worship me, and wait on my every need, but he's good to me. He doesn't use me, I don't think he'll fuck me over in the end either. I'd rather have that then you, anydays. You don't deserve anyone but your right hand.
At least I've learned a lesson from you though, pay better attention to people's actions. Try to see the signs, and get out fast, before they fuck you over, again and again.
edit: We're hanging out sunday...
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The world is so fucked up, and if it wern't for a few things, I wouldn't be here anymore. Really, it's almost not fucking worth it. Everythings fucked, everything fucks you over, and everythings being destroyed. I can't even sit through science without being told the earth is being destroyed, and soon it'll just be gone. What the hell's the point? We're all going to get cancer and die. The fucking end.
Thank fuck for Colin