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I have decided that I spend way to much time alone and that it's not good for me. I'm going a bit insane. I guess its not so bad as it could be.
Reading books and watching happy movies where everyone ends up happy and inlove make me feel lonely. I don't like that. They're supposed to make people feel better. I guess theres nothing to be done about that.
The real unhappiness about being lonely is not knowing that you are alone, but knowing that you are alone and sad about that while so many other people are out there not alone, so much happier and completely unaware or uncaring about however you feel.
Not even just people in movies, but real people too.
Overall, I'm good... bored, procrastinating all the work I've been telling myself I should do, but still good. Keep trying to get people to go to the movies with me, but their all busy.
Next week I'm gunna be staying at Katies, so I dunno if I'll be able to write... maybe, maybe not. I was going to write every day with week, but... I got lazy and skipped yesterday. Not that anyone particularly cares.
Reading books and watching happy movies where everyone ends up happy and inlove make me feel lonely. I don't like that. They're supposed to make people feel better. I guess theres nothing to be done about that.
The real unhappiness about being lonely is not knowing that you are alone, but knowing that you are alone and sad about that while so many other people are out there not alone, so much happier and completely unaware or uncaring about however you feel.
Not even just people in movies, but real people too.
Overall, I'm good... bored, procrastinating all the work I've been telling myself I should do, but still good. Keep trying to get people to go to the movies with me, but their all busy.
Next week I'm gunna be staying at Katies, so I dunno if I'll be able to write... maybe, maybe not. I was going to write every day with week, but... I got lazy and skipped yesterday. Not that anyone particularly cares.