Jul 12, 2005 03:17
yeah that basically sums it up, my life is definetly in a tragic cycle. i hate being single, i hate not having someone that looks forward to talking to you and being with you and all that jazz. and yet at the same time, im looking to hard for someone, that definetly doesnt work, mostly cuz im not myself when im like this, i get to anxious, what i need is to calm down and let something surface, but its hard when you want something so bad to just wait for it. and that is, my tragic cycle.
so today i worked all frickin day, its too hot outside and seeing as i dont have air conditioning in my car its even worse, black leather seats dont help either, i need to get that air conditioning fixed like right meow.
after that we had band practice which was fun, me shawn and scottie can pump out pop punk songs like its no ones business, it takes as long to come up with one of them as it does to play one of them. the new onyx song weve got in the works is super good, i love playing it. once roadie gets the vocals done it will be ready. we have a show at scott mccalls gfs grad party coming up wich should be fun, id like to get some covers for that one.
after band practice i went to gregs bbq bash which was kool. lots of cool kids there like mark keenan bear and other. katie holmes is a fox, i dont care if she reads this,it has to be said ;) and alexis makes a mighty fine sirlion steak.
time for bed. call me kids if you wanna hang out 9921147