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Jul 04, 2005 21:30

new///very difficult goal..
be more simple.
dont be so complex, & hidden..
be honest, to myself, know my feelings, know my emotions, know myself, more than now..

my mom just freaked, i mean, we were tlakin bout how she reacted to me wanting to chill with tonya on sudnay, cuz it was 'inconvient' for her, and then she said something aobut like me wanting to contribute with money for some stuff, and i was kinda like uhh why do i have to do this and kell and pete dont? and she did the usual..a tear here, a pouty face there, dramatic pauses, and continued with 'i think i shoulda just kept in and started keeping my mouth shut bout 10 years ago' i was like jesus didnt mean to make u mad, it just stresses me out, sorry i shouldnt have reacted physically so u knwo what i was thinking. shes like no it was my fault, i should have just stopped while i was ahead, that was a long time ago.

drama.
f it.
frustration..
yikes..
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