Never Is A Promise...
Well, tonight was cool. Dad took me to Kats work and we harrassed her and he bought me a Carebears cake! *MM*!! It was so exciting. We then went to Bennigans WITH the Katsquatch and did that whole dinner deal, then took her home and now here I sit... bored! It was kinda cool tonight, I'm glad I spent time with my dad.
I hate the way you get that anticipating sick feeling in your stomach, like your either just WAITING for something bad to happen, or rather something GOOD to happen. I don't know but I have that feeling...YIKES!
I haven't been alon in this house in forever, thank GOD for the silence... I need it sometimes, it's quite serene to me, as is driving with the music blasting. Music like, Beck or Fiona... two of my good friends, MY OH MY!
Alex and I will be ONE WHOLE MONTH TOMORROW! hahaha! GIVE ME A BREAK LOSERS... most guys are lucky if they make it past 2 weeks... k? k!
heh...I enjoy the hell out of myself sometimes!
All on her own
She cries alone
Night fell today
She cried anyway
Crystalline rain drops
Slide down her skin
Manipulated and hiding
Heaven wont let her in
She lies on black marble
The cuts were deeper now
Memories fleeting
Remembering
Forgetting
All too soon...
-Jeska
...
Grasping tightly
Onto the nearest shore
Safety awaits her
In an endangered state
Roll it up your sleeves
Forget you left it there
And throw it whats been broken for quite some time...
-Jeska
...
Slightly scattered
Revolving into night
Numbing sleep
Revolutioniing dreams
She wakes in the morning
To a washed out sun
What seemed so real
Imaginary
-Jeska
...
Remember when...
We were young
tears brought rain
Smiles brought sun
We delighted in simple pleasures
Remember when...
We had petty fights
We slept with night lights
After vowing to stay awake
I remember when...
Paths seperated
Fights weren't petty
& simple wasn't ever good enough
I Miss You
-Jeska
...
Orchestrating
Resonating
I'm believing
Words your breathing
Clearly
Im happy
-Jeska
...
Do you see what you've become?
Or is it only plain to me?
My differences threw you away
I believed it was tolerable
Im admitting
I must have been wrong
-Jeska
...
Illustrate me
I dare you to try
Detail me
To fit your lifestyle
Lock me up
But I wont stay
Is it hard to believe
I'm better this way
I wont sacrifuce another tear
You were drowning
In sufficient loss of control
Indulging
In
My
Insecurities
-jeska
I hate the way you get that anticipating sick feeling in your stomach, like your either just WAITING for something bad to happen, or rather something GOOD to happen. I don't know but I have that feeling...YIKES!
I haven't been alon in this house in forever, thank GOD for the silence... I need it sometimes, it's quite serene to me, as is driving with the music blasting. Music like, Beck or Fiona... two of my good friends, MY OH MY!
Alex and I will be ONE WHOLE MONTH TOMORROW! hahaha! GIVE ME A BREAK LOSERS... most guys are lucky if they make it past 2 weeks... k? k!
heh...I enjoy the hell out of myself sometimes!
All on her own
She cries alone
Night fell today
She cried anyway
Crystalline rain drops
Slide down her skin
Manipulated and hiding
Heaven wont let her in
She lies on black marble
The cuts were deeper now
Memories fleeting
Remembering
Forgetting
All too soon...
-Jeska
...
Grasping tightly
Onto the nearest shore
Safety awaits her
In an endangered state
Roll it up your sleeves
Forget you left it there
And throw it whats been broken for quite some time...
-Jeska
...
Slightly scattered
Revolving into night
Numbing sleep
Revolutioniing dreams
She wakes in the morning
To a washed out sun
What seemed so real
Imaginary
-Jeska
...
Remember when...
We were young
tears brought rain
Smiles brought sun
We delighted in simple pleasures
Remember when...
We had petty fights
We slept with night lights
After vowing to stay awake
I remember when...
Paths seperated
Fights weren't petty
& simple wasn't ever good enough
I Miss You
-Jeska
...
Orchestrating
Resonating
I'm believing
Words your breathing
Clearly
Im happy
-Jeska
...
Do you see what you've become?
Or is it only plain to me?
My differences threw you away
I believed it was tolerable
Im admitting
I must have been wrong
-Jeska
...
Illustrate me
I dare you to try
Detail me
To fit your lifestyle
Lock me up
But I wont stay
Is it hard to believe
I'm better this way
I wont sacrifuce another tear
You were drowning
In sufficient loss of control
Indulging
In
My
Insecurities
-jeska