A change for the better...
People's ignorance amuses me. I have learned so much about myself and other people in the last three months. I have learned how close i am to people i normally push aside. I have also learned that change can be a great thing. Some of my closest friends ever are finally persuing their dreams and i can't explain how proud of them i am. I feel like everything with shalen and I changed me drasticallly. I learned things i thought were important arent and that with time although you may miss the way things were, you grow up. You see how much time you spent on people who didn't bring you any good. Or how much fun you had but it's time to move on. We all go our seperate ways, and that's how it should be. We have all changed and grown. I am happy to say that although people think i have only not been around because of my girlfriend, it is actually by choice. I needed some time to find myself again. Away from everything that reminded me of the way things used to be. I want to thank the few of you who understood this. The three or four people i do talk to everyday. The people that noticed how hard everything that happened was and were there. It proved to me how much our friendships mean. And although the harsh reality of those who dont care has come to terms, i know it's for the best. - This will be my last public live journal post. I am changing my list of friends. I think it's time to start fresh. Thanks for everything.