I'm forced to fake a smile a laugh every day of my life..
You know.. now that I am away from everyone, I wonder if I really did miss anyone to begin with.
I look back at the times we all have shared, and they were great but they didn't last for a reason.
I'm not going to bother to ponder that thought though. I need to just let it be, that we are no longer friends. It sucks, but I have done all that I can. There's nothing more to be done about anything anymore. I just need to keep my head on my shoulder's and worry about me, because no one else will.
I look back at the times we all have shared, and they were great but they didn't last for a reason.
I'm not going to bother to ponder that thought though. I need to just let it be, that we are no longer friends. It sucks, but I have done all that I can. There's nothing more to be done about anything anymore. I just need to keep my head on my shoulder's and worry about me, because no one else will.