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my mom said something to me on sunday when i was telling her i think i need help, "you cant keep holding on to something thats not here" .. i know she means it to help me but it bothers me because i know lewis is here. i can feel him. i know he is here with me. i dont know what to do. at least once a week i break down and just cry. sunday i bawled. today i cried because i was reading my lj and saw how happy i was that it was my birthday not knowing my best friend would be dead that night.
does it sound like i need help?
i dont know what to do.
thank god for my crew <3 my family <3 for life.
does it sound like i need help?
i dont know what to do.
thank god for my crew <3 my family <3 for life.