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FUCK
FUCK
JUST FUCK
Why the fuck do I keep going back why does this shit matter why can't I forget why can't I move on and get over this SHIT that won't let me get back on my feet.
Why can;t I get back on my feet
Why is there so much happening I just don't want this anymore
I just want to sleep
I want to sleep until summer and just lay outside in the grass and write and read and laugh with Siobhan and have deep conversation with Meghan and just be who I want to be and be happy and just
have nothing to worry about.
That's all I do anymore, worry. about everyone and everything but myself.
And that needs to stop.
I don't want to care anymore.
I don't want to need anyone but myself.
FUCK
JUST FUCK
Why the fuck do I keep going back why does this shit matter why can't I forget why can't I move on and get over this SHIT that won't let me get back on my feet.
Why can;t I get back on my feet
Why is there so much happening I just don't want this anymore
I just want to sleep
I want to sleep until summer and just lay outside in the grass and write and read and laugh with Siobhan and have deep conversation with Meghan and just be who I want to be and be happy and just
have nothing to worry about.
That's all I do anymore, worry. about everyone and everything but myself.
And that needs to stop.
I don't want to care anymore.
I don't want to need anyone but myself.