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You know, it's funny...you're not who I thought you were. All those times when people said shit about you, I stuck up for you. Whenever they bashed you I ignored what they said because I cared. I thought you were different. This past month you have been everything they warned me about. What did I ever f*cking do to you to deserve this? Funny thing is, you don't even see it. You know why, cus your head is so far up your ass.
On another note...
This week has been so stressful. I went back to work after taking time off for my ankle and such. I was so busy. Chem exam, Bio exam, Mass Comm project, work, training room, other homework. I literally have to write out a schedule the night before and fit in times to eat. I use to just skip meals, but I've been trying to be good. I think I went to lunch almost every day this week, if not every day.
I went to the Dr. today. It was good and bad news. To make a long story short, I don't have a stress fracture, but the bone scan showed the black spots, which indicate stress related injuries. They were on both legs, ankles and feet. Weird, cus I only have pain on the right side. But he also thinks the pain is being caused because I might have compartmental syndrome, which basically means that muscles are always tight, even when I don't exercise and stretching doesn't really help. And it is because the muscle compartments are big enough for my muscles to expand. So they do tests by sticking needles in the muscles and measure the pressure before and after I exercise. So we'll do that in a couple weeks, maybe. He said we might not have to, it depends on how I feel skating. But eventually I think I'll have to have surgery. =( Definately wasn't expecting that one.
But on a good note: I skated tonight! Skates and shin pads, but still it was great. Felt awesome.
And it's the weekend!!!!!! But it's going to go by so fast.
I miss you guys...leave some love <3
On another note...
This week has been so stressful. I went back to work after taking time off for my ankle and such. I was so busy. Chem exam, Bio exam, Mass Comm project, work, training room, other homework. I literally have to write out a schedule the night before and fit in times to eat. I use to just skip meals, but I've been trying to be good. I think I went to lunch almost every day this week, if not every day.
I went to the Dr. today. It was good and bad news. To make a long story short, I don't have a stress fracture, but the bone scan showed the black spots, which indicate stress related injuries. They were on both legs, ankles and feet. Weird, cus I only have pain on the right side. But he also thinks the pain is being caused because I might have compartmental syndrome, which basically means that muscles are always tight, even when I don't exercise and stretching doesn't really help. And it is because the muscle compartments are big enough for my muscles to expand. So they do tests by sticking needles in the muscles and measure the pressure before and after I exercise. So we'll do that in a couple weeks, maybe. He said we might not have to, it depends on how I feel skating. But eventually I think I'll have to have surgery. =( Definately wasn't expecting that one.
But on a good note: I skated tonight! Skates and shin pads, but still it was great. Felt awesome.
And it's the weekend!!!!!! But it's going to go by so fast.
I miss you guys...leave some love <3