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"i fooled the crowd when i made it sound like i was more then ready"
So...Today. Im upset at mean kids who hate and talk about my friends. some of my best friends. because they are amazing and I love them.
First period sucked. Second Sucked. 3rd too. and even...the dreaded 4th period. but when I got home mom cooked me a bagel and made the cream cheese have a smiley face. I laughed. We went to the Wine Store, Judys, dinner, the mall, home depot, and then back home.
Today at lunch I almost, almost played Justins guitar. I was sooooo close. but I didnt. I dont know why I never do. I want to. I want to very bad. but I always make up some lame excuse in my head as to why I shouldnt. and John (i think thats the kids name) had his guitar in 4th and they were all playing and messing around with it and stuff and I almost went then, but there were kids over there that I know dont like me, and would laugh at me no matter how good I played...and I dont need kids laughing at my playing. laugh at me or my face or something...not one of the things I love the most. One day i'll play infront of them. and I'll rock.