Jul 05, 2002 11:56
firstly i would like to say that i was wrong and have been wrong alot of times. the comment titled "big fat waste of time" was me twisting things to make anna seem bad when she's done nothing wrong it's all my fault. i guess i am the one with the ego problem. perhaps i should shut up and listen to myself. i'm sorry to all of you who i have upset in the past, it's my fault because i'm such a dick head i apparantly believe that all problems center on me which i don't but thank you gary for telling me how you feel about me nice to know you think i'm a self centered egotistical 'the world revolves around me' bastard so yes thanks again.i got a card from anna which made me feel like shit it said sorry i piss you off sorry for being me so not only can i no longer make her happy she feels it's her fault and it's because she is herself well it's not okay i'ts my fault. i'm sorry to anna who i always seem to make the bad person in my journal which she is not in actual fact i am the bad guy. anna has done nothing wrong and things usually are my fault. i'm sorry everyone for doing what i wanted on my journal. i'm sorry gary that i came to you when i was trying to speak to you about my problem. i'm sorry. i hope this is all what you wanted to hear.