My self-affliction fades

Apr 11, 2005 11:54

Well this is a very depressing time for me. First of all I have found out my father is having back problems and needs to have medication injected into his back where his spine is. The problem is he is big boned and his nerve passages are smaller then they should be, and he also has a swollen disk spine and it's pressing against his spine making the nerve passages pinch the nerve passage. So my dad must get injections in his back to help the swollen disk and releave pain and these injections are hurting his terribly and this problem if not fixed could become a big problem.

Then I have also found out my friend is doing fucking drugs, he came to school today high and he's shown me his stash of pills. He has done over 40 pills and he has 60 pills left and he plans to do them soon and this is the conversation we just had a minute ago

Me: "Robin these things are going to kill you"
Robin: "So? Not like I have anything to live for"
Me: "You're being stupid Robin you have friends and family"
Robin: "What friends you all abandon me and my family sucks, Want to try some pills"
Me: "No, I'm not going to fuck my life up like you are"
Robin: "My life isn't fucked up the only thing wrong is my parents, they're bitches and can go die"

So yeah that's pretty much that friend right now. He's really fucking up his life, so I have to try and stop him, soon the talk is going to end and I'm going to take his pills and toss them in the river.

About a week till i go to pennsylvania, Hopefully I can get on while I'm there so I can talk to you all, I mostly want to talk to Nici because she's been talking to me and being a big help.
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