tyler's realization of 3/30/08
Ok so here's the skinny and i'm gonna make it quick...
I HAVE to get off myspace and facebook for a while. i just do. i gotta get my mind off of all the shit that's distracting me from the one thing that should be most important in my life rite now: my schoolwork.
sounds gay? i know it does. i absolutely hate it. but ya know something.. i've procrastinated shit throughout my whole life... and i know for a fact if i do it this semester..some way...some how...i'm gonna get bit in the ass. I just gotta suck it up..and just fucking do the shit already. It's annoying. It's time consuming. It's just downright boring.
I haven't smoked cigarettes in over 5 or so years now... but hot damn i could sure use one. Yet, that's just a habit that will stay buried forever. Not again, my friend.
So here i am...hours ago a happy teen, now a pile of wrecked thoughts and stress. I can't keep doing this to myself. Quitting is just too easy and although i usually take the easy way out... I can't give up on this. It's too important to me, my family, and my future.
I'll give the middle finger to Texas State and the shitty way it runs things anyday...but until some other university in texas has the balls to achieve a program that gives a BA in my major... I'm stuck here. For YEARS.
They say that all we need are drugs, sex, and rock n roll. Well for me i guess 2 outta 3 ain't bad.
I HAVE to get off myspace and facebook for a while. i just do. i gotta get my mind off of all the shit that's distracting me from the one thing that should be most important in my life rite now: my schoolwork.
sounds gay? i know it does. i absolutely hate it. but ya know something.. i've procrastinated shit throughout my whole life... and i know for a fact if i do it this semester..some way...some how...i'm gonna get bit in the ass. I just gotta suck it up..and just fucking do the shit already. It's annoying. It's time consuming. It's just downright boring.
I haven't smoked cigarettes in over 5 or so years now... but hot damn i could sure use one. Yet, that's just a habit that will stay buried forever. Not again, my friend.
So here i am...hours ago a happy teen, now a pile of wrecked thoughts and stress. I can't keep doing this to myself. Quitting is just too easy and although i usually take the easy way out... I can't give up on this. It's too important to me, my family, and my future.
I'll give the middle finger to Texas State and the shitty way it runs things anyday...but until some other university in texas has the balls to achieve a program that gives a BA in my major... I'm stuck here. For YEARS.
They say that all we need are drugs, sex, and rock n roll. Well for me i guess 2 outta 3 ain't bad.