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Here I am in computer class bored as hell since the teacher left for some stupid meeting and I don't feel like doing some work but anywho. I've been so miserable at my house. I have so much free time since I don't go over sam's house anymore and my comp dosenet work anymore so no online for atleast a couple weeks. And top of it all, I'm not happy,I'm just so depressed. I miss her so much, and it hurts A LOT. I know it's tough on her with whats she's going through but it also affects me too. I wish this pain stops, I want it to be kindled, to be whole, but thats not going to happnd for a long time it seems. Sam and I were talking at lunch when she made me skip with her, that I don't want anybody else. It's so strange for me to be like this, She says I go through girlfriends all the time but it's not the case at all. Anywho, I'm getting my cell phone finally today!!!! And and and, nothing else, I have plans with alfonso today but untill he gets out of school which is around 6:30. Another boring day* sighs*