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Starting new things can be slightly terrifying and I'm honestly not a big fan of them. Especially these past few years. I've been so wrapped up in keeping everything safe and easy and as normal as possible I've just been stuck in doing what I always do. Granted yes, starting at a new martial arts school will eventually become normal again, but I've been avoiding doing things for myself that I just need to do something. Especially physically. I know that I love to move and use my body, but having motivation to do so when it comes to getting fit has been hard, but if I know I have 10 other people expecting me to show up so I can help participate with me getting my ass in gear and getting at least a little bit into shape.
Now I've just got to get into a diet plan that works that I know I can afford and keep doing. I know it's not the easiest thing, but I know I can do it, and do it I shall.
So, new school next week, time to learn some new skills, and hopefully new eating plan, maybe a dehydrator and possibly some jerky making. That would be delicious!
I also need to stop doubting myself when it comes to writing these. I've avoid a couple posts in the past because I didn't want to for some reason, but that's kind of the point to just write and get my mental garbage on here. Not keep in it. Because I know it helps and helps with me getting my shit together in life. Now I just need to figure out what the hell is going on...
Now I've just got to get into a diet plan that works that I know I can afford and keep doing. I know it's not the easiest thing, but I know I can do it, and do it I shall.
So, new school next week, time to learn some new skills, and hopefully new eating plan, maybe a dehydrator and possibly some jerky making. That would be delicious!
I also need to stop doubting myself when it comes to writing these. I've avoid a couple posts in the past because I didn't want to for some reason, but that's kind of the point to just write and get my mental garbage on here. Not keep in it. Because I know it helps and helps with me getting my shit together in life. Now I just need to figure out what the hell is going on...