feh...
well, today was emotionally draining. every sunday i'm at my parent's hanging out and doing laundry and mom and i usually have some serious talks. today we talked about my depression and how it's effecting my thoughts and decisions about what i'm doing with my life and finding a job. oh, and we are watching the tv show called "intervention", which made everything even more sad and depressing. anyway, we came to the conclusion that i need to go to the free clinic and get back on prozac. i could say alot more about what i am feeling or what i've been holding back but it's all just a jumble in my head. this past week has been really weird too. i've been sick...and it's a weird kind of sick that for once didn't effect my lungs or sinuses but it made me feel weak and i wouldn't eat much. so i guess that's it. and yeah i know my journal entries suck. :-B