Apr 12, 2005 11:46
i have mono and it sucks
this is the most inconvenient time conceivable to get mono. spring break i had plans to visit andy in ohio and visit a few colleges. i know i wont be going to ohio and im not sure about the colleges either.
this is terrible! first of all, i need to see andy and this weekend was going to be perfect. he was gonna have a party, his roommates sister who's my age was gonna visit so i could have a friend. and just talking with him about all the things we would do got me so excited and now im just devastated. and i wont be able to see him until mid may because of finals and APs.
then college, you know next four years of my life, when/how am i going to do this?! i dont even know but i am so screwed.
it just sucks because the april vacation plans were so perfect and everything was going to work out perfectly but me being sick fucks it all up. i've been doing everything i can to get better, i just cant stand being helpless.
this is awful. nothing i can think of is going to put me in a mood where i dont want to temporarily die.