Jul 27, 2004 13:56
so i'm home for good. I have mixed feelings about it. Sure i love camp with all my heart and soul. It's my childhood, I grew up there more than anywhere else. But i can't confuse the past with the present. I was very stressed out my last week there. Camp really is for the campers though staff is a blast, and my memories as a camper will always be perfect no matter what. What I'll do next year remains to be seen.
It's good to be home too. Good to be clean. And see my friends. And shop. And yes, get fucked up - but just a little bit. I have a ton of work to do to; summer reading, college stuff and it would be nice to get back in shape - maybe i'll go to the Y, that would be somewhat ironic. All that and a college tour and hopefully a trip to the cape with ari makes up the rest of my summer. and then senior year. and then college. and then life
i apologize, that was borderline corny