This is probably going to be really long
Ok, so I havent posted since [Mar. 29th, 2004|03:18 pm] So I should probably start there.
April and May were very blah months. For those of you who know me I still have a thing for J@#$@#$ who shall remain nameless but be known only as J in this post. J and I have known each other since august and I have liked him since then. In april or may i dont remember we got into a big fight and stopped talking to each other period. Then we became friends again.
This is a mistake now that i pay more attention to it because I am STILL getting hurt by this stupid little boy that i shouldnt worry about. Well anywho we are friends yet again and I just dont know what to do since his father found out that I am a not so flaming homosexual, but homosexual no doubt. So now I have to worry about what is going on with his father. This was just recently this past week. Drama drama drama....
Now as for May, May was ok graduation was short simple and sweet, got da fuck outta that place let me tell you. Anywho school is out for now and I have had no luck finding a job. I will start school on July 27th... UGH.
Now June has been ok/bad/good/bad/worse. No school was nice got to go hang out do some stuff parent free. I went to Christinas to help her move but didnt get to help her move everything cause my truck broke. 60 Dollars later in La Porte it was fixed. I feel bad about not being able to finish but she doesnt hold it against me i think. Yesterday I almost called her and told her i was moving in cause mom and I had got into a big fight. I am sure that would have been amusing.
I have made a realization in the past few days. I have maybe 2 friends from highschool that still call or talk to me when they see me. Really and eye opener when it comes to true friends huh? Anyways my semi-closeted life still goes on relationshipless. I wanna have sex too! meh.
People should comment cause this post is a rare occasion 3 months for a post epp!?!
April and May were very blah months. For those of you who know me I still have a thing for J@#$@#$ who shall remain nameless but be known only as J in this post. J and I have known each other since august and I have liked him since then. In april or may i dont remember we got into a big fight and stopped talking to each other period. Then we became friends again.
This is a mistake now that i pay more attention to it because I am STILL getting hurt by this stupid little boy that i shouldnt worry about. Well anywho we are friends yet again and I just dont know what to do since his father found out that I am a not so flaming homosexual, but homosexual no doubt. So now I have to worry about what is going on with his father. This was just recently this past week. Drama drama drama....
Now as for May, May was ok graduation was short simple and sweet, got da fuck outta that place let me tell you. Anywho school is out for now and I have had no luck finding a job. I will start school on July 27th... UGH.
Now June has been ok/bad/good/bad/worse. No school was nice got to go hang out do some stuff parent free. I went to Christinas to help her move but didnt get to help her move everything cause my truck broke. 60 Dollars later in La Porte it was fixed. I feel bad about not being able to finish but she doesnt hold it against me i think. Yesterday I almost called her and told her i was moving in cause mom and I had got into a big fight. I am sure that would have been amusing.
I have made a realization in the past few days. I have maybe 2 friends from highschool that still call or talk to me when they see me. Really and eye opener when it comes to true friends huh? Anyways my semi-closeted life still goes on relationshipless. I wanna have sex too! meh.
People should comment cause this post is a rare occasion 3 months for a post epp!?!