Really Long Update
Really Big Update
Friday March 5, 2004: Kevin went to school and came home went to J4546's House and talked.
Saturday March 6, 2004: Go over to J4546's house and chill there for a while afterwards i decided to go over to Jonathans house. Once there i decided to stay the night cause we were suppose to go see someone at a club but didnt go. Hung out with him and Caleb who was also staying over there. Us three have a good time.
Sunday March 7, 2004: Woke up jonathan came over to my house and we worked on his english paper. I just kinda sat here. Went back over to his house. He was supposed tos tay the night but his mother was being a royal biach. He didnt get to stay over.
Monday March 8 2004: I chilled at home basically
(March 12-15) These might be a little off Alot happened since then.
Tuesday March 9, 2004: J4546 will be staying with kevin for 3 nights at this point. Kevin was really happy and excited so i got all worked up he stayed over we chilled and this is when spring break went wrong.
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While J4546 was over that night he ended up giving me a hand job which you know isnt a real big deal. He kept asking me to let him do it so i finally gave in. Then later that night he told me to go down on him so i did. I let the kid shoot in my mouth which isnt a turn on at all but because i love him i let him no questions asked. Later he gave me yet another hand job for no apparent reason. We went to bed soon after that and did the cuddling ordeal which means alot to me because i want to be close to the one i love.
Wednesday March 10, 2004: Wake up with J4546 next to me and we leave for his house so he can get his clothes for the next 2 nights. He stays over and life is good. I bought condoms for the first time that cost 3.22 for three just in case things got more serious. I do believe i had reason to think it might go that far. When we were done at the gas station we went to sonic where we hooked up with my cousin and has some yummy food at SONIC. Then we came back to my place and he immediatly used a condom to give himself a handjob. The other 2 were used in the same aspect one on me one on him. Then we cuddled yet again.
Thursday March 11, 2004: Thursday was a very bland day nothing really happened we just hung out. A little goofing off. Thursday night was the killer. Was laying in bed and he comes back from the bathroom and says he is really depressed. I am like WTF. He tells me that everything went to far and that he should have never let it happen and I am like WOAH no fucking way. Then he attempted to blame it on me when he is the one that was like lets do this. Then i got mad and he wouldnt talk to me so i started crying and he was already crying. I did get one answer. I asked if there was an emotional bond with me and was told yes. Then after a few more minutes of trying to get answers he said he just wanted to fall asleep and forget about it. I cried for about 5 hours that night and wrote him a note that he didnt really read.
Friday March 12, 2004: Woke up to jonathans call. He was going to gonzales and wanted me to come over before he left. I made J4546 basically go home because i was mad and upset and wanted away. Took him home and rode back home called jonathan and made plans to go with him to the country. Got to his house at about 1:00 pm with my stuff and was anxious to get away. We went with Bryan V. and Caleb which was super uber fun. Once we got there we just chilled it was awesome.
Saturday March 13, 2004: No cell phone service so i was away from the drama. Bryan didnt know i was gay which made for an interesting conversation where he said "No your not" like 10 times. I discussed my issue which was good. No more crying thanks to them. Saturday we had smores and such and barbeque. Afterwards we got bored and played old school dungeons and dragons which was named Foresting creatures for some unknown reason. It was fun everyone of us got into it. Went to bed @ 3:00
Sunday March 14, 2004: We get up and drive home came home and unwound. So tired so tired.
Monday March 15, 2004: School
-Jewkes - Snap at pierre for being a dumbass and snapping at me. I put that Hoe in his place
-Adapt. Pe. Aide. - SAME OLD
-Office Aid - Ending up having lunch with Kelsey
After school i went to bubble island with christina who was down for spring break and dewayne who is a super cool guy who i have more in common with that i ever thought i would. Then we went to sonic and talked with my cousing then went to christinas where were met by my cousin later.Got home round 6:30 and didnt do much.
Tuesday March 16 2004: Had breakfast with christina and then went to christinas and fixed printer then over to J4546's and talked about spring break. Basically i helped him with his paper and figureed out he just basically wants to wait. Then christina came over for dinner and we took her mommy some then looked up some scholar ship informations.
Today March 17, 2004: School... Bleh
Went to jamba juice with christina and dewayne afterwards which was cool. We went to hollywood which is like a coffee place and i looked into some porn but it was uber expensive 54$$$$ OMFG thats hella high. We hung out at a bookstore afterwards and then eventually came to a close. That is all for today... except dewayne gave me good news that is unshareable.
Shout Outs:
Jonathan - For always making me look at the whole situation and being there and being a really cool guy just to hang out with.
Caleb - Because he as well as jonathan are into RPG's which are cool and he is a cool guy who accepts me.
Bryan Van....erg (Donno How to spell his name) - For being cool with my sexuality
Christina - For always being around when i am down and out.
Dewayne - For being super cool and giving me my uber good news.
J4546 - Because i really love you and youll never know.
Thats a massive update.
Friday March 5, 2004: Kevin went to school and came home went to J4546's House and talked.
Saturday March 6, 2004: Go over to J4546's house and chill there for a while afterwards i decided to go over to Jonathans house. Once there i decided to stay the night cause we were suppose to go see someone at a club but didnt go. Hung out with him and Caleb who was also staying over there. Us three have a good time.
Sunday March 7, 2004: Woke up jonathan came over to my house and we worked on his english paper. I just kinda sat here. Went back over to his house. He was supposed tos tay the night but his mother was being a royal biach. He didnt get to stay over.
Monday March 8 2004: I chilled at home basically
(March 12-15) These might be a little off Alot happened since then.
Tuesday March 9, 2004: J4546 will be staying with kevin for 3 nights at this point. Kevin was really happy and excited so i got all worked up he stayed over we chilled and this is when spring break went wrong.
***************WARNING******************
Graphic Content
****************************************
While J4546 was over that night he ended up giving me a hand job which you know isnt a real big deal. He kept asking me to let him do it so i finally gave in. Then later that night he told me to go down on him so i did. I let the kid shoot in my mouth which isnt a turn on at all but because i love him i let him no questions asked. Later he gave me yet another hand job for no apparent reason. We went to bed soon after that and did the cuddling ordeal which means alot to me because i want to be close to the one i love.
Wednesday March 10, 2004: Wake up with J4546 next to me and we leave for his house so he can get his clothes for the next 2 nights. He stays over and life is good. I bought condoms for the first time that cost 3.22 for three just in case things got more serious. I do believe i had reason to think it might go that far. When we were done at the gas station we went to sonic where we hooked up with my cousin and has some yummy food at SONIC. Then we came back to my place and he immediatly used a condom to give himself a handjob. The other 2 were used in the same aspect one on me one on him. Then we cuddled yet again.
Thursday March 11, 2004: Thursday was a very bland day nothing really happened we just hung out. A little goofing off. Thursday night was the killer. Was laying in bed and he comes back from the bathroom and says he is really depressed. I am like WTF. He tells me that everything went to far and that he should have never let it happen and I am like WOAH no fucking way. Then he attempted to blame it on me when he is the one that was like lets do this. Then i got mad and he wouldnt talk to me so i started crying and he was already crying. I did get one answer. I asked if there was an emotional bond with me and was told yes. Then after a few more minutes of trying to get answers he said he just wanted to fall asleep and forget about it. I cried for about 5 hours that night and wrote him a note that he didnt really read.
Friday March 12, 2004: Woke up to jonathans call. He was going to gonzales and wanted me to come over before he left. I made J4546 basically go home because i was mad and upset and wanted away. Took him home and rode back home called jonathan and made plans to go with him to the country. Got to his house at about 1:00 pm with my stuff and was anxious to get away. We went with Bryan V. and Caleb which was super uber fun. Once we got there we just chilled it was awesome.
Saturday March 13, 2004: No cell phone service so i was away from the drama. Bryan didnt know i was gay which made for an interesting conversation where he said "No your not" like 10 times. I discussed my issue which was good. No more crying thanks to them. Saturday we had smores and such and barbeque. Afterwards we got bored and played old school dungeons and dragons which was named Foresting creatures for some unknown reason. It was fun everyone of us got into it. Went to bed @ 3:00
Sunday March 14, 2004: We get up and drive home came home and unwound. So tired so tired.
Monday March 15, 2004: School
-Jewkes - Snap at pierre for being a dumbass and snapping at me. I put that Hoe in his place
-Adapt. Pe. Aide. - SAME OLD
-Office Aid - Ending up having lunch with Kelsey
After school i went to bubble island with christina who was down for spring break and dewayne who is a super cool guy who i have more in common with that i ever thought i would. Then we went to sonic and talked with my cousing then went to christinas where were met by my cousin later.Got home round 6:30 and didnt do much.
Tuesday March 16 2004: Had breakfast with christina and then went to christinas and fixed printer then over to J4546's and talked about spring break. Basically i helped him with his paper and figureed out he just basically wants to wait. Then christina came over for dinner and we took her mommy some then looked up some scholar ship informations.
Today March 17, 2004: School... Bleh
Went to jamba juice with christina and dewayne afterwards which was cool. We went to hollywood which is like a coffee place and i looked into some porn but it was uber expensive 54$$$$ OMFG thats hella high. We hung out at a bookstore afterwards and then eventually came to a close. That is all for today... except dewayne gave me good news that is unshareable.
Shout Outs:
Jonathan - For always making me look at the whole situation and being there and being a really cool guy just to hang out with.
Caleb - Because he as well as jonathan are into RPG's which are cool and he is a cool guy who accepts me.
Bryan Van....erg (Donno How to spell his name) - For being cool with my sexuality
Christina - For always being around when i am down and out.
Dewayne - For being super cool and giving me my uber good news.
J4546 - Because i really love you and youll never know.
Thats a massive update.