[Super Junior: fic] Stages of Grief

[relinquished972]

Title: Stages of Grief

Author: relinquished972

Fandom: Super Junior

Genre: bandfic, angst

Characters/Pairings: Heechul-centric, ninja!HanChul (more friendship than anything)

Summary:  Heechul realises he's not the only one who's hurting.

Notes:

Well, I'm relatively new to the fandom.  I got into SuJu because of Heechul (it's a funny story, but I won't bore you guys

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[relinquished972]

Thank you for commenting!!

TBH, I wasn't very sure of this fic myself when I first started writing it. The scenes were all over the place and it wasn't being very coherent...that, and the topic of Hangeng leaving has been run to the ground in fandom, I'm sure. But when I was watching YouTube videos of Heechul's "Spirit" solo and read the lyrics, I was completely convincedthinking that maybe it was a subtle message to Geng?

And a Psychology major does weird things to the way you write. Seriously. I have not written a happy fic since T_T

[relinquished972]

I was sort of afraid that Heechul was going to be OOC, because I was concentrating more on the actual stages of grief, rather than his personality. I console myself with accounts that Heechul, indeed, pulled out of all his schedules for three months and all those sad Cyworld posts where he drinks and thinks about Gengall the sad things in life.

And he cried. Heechul's really just a sensitive person when you hit the right nerve.

[relinquished972]

Well, at least I HEARD he'd stopped activities. I wasn't able to find anything recent to watch anyway XD

Yeah I heard they keep in touch now too (there's still hope for the ship!), but it didn't really fit into this fic T_T It was still sort of a happy ending...wasn't it??

My heart broke watching those fancams...I hope Geng saw them too!! >