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Isnt it funny how everything just always seems to fall apart? Like it wasnt ever suposed to work out? Everyday i am finding more and more disapointments, and nothing to live for. I mean were all working towards a higher goal, right? But what is the higher goal? To be rich? To get lots of money so when your old you can just lay around? I desided i dont want to work anymore, or go to school, or do much of anything really. But my mother says i have to, and intill i get threw this stage of my life and on to the next, i just have to deal. I feel like no matter how hard i work i am just gonna have to work harder. i mean right now i am going to school, and listening to my parents tell me what to do, and letting them make life changing designs for me. but after this...well after this i am still going to have to have a job, and pay for bills, and for what? A family that is just going to completely fall apart? A family that starts out happy and then as time goes by it wont be a family, but simply guest bumping into each other at a hotel. With a simple tip of the hat and a 'hows your day going?'. I say none of us should reproduce. lifes better off that way.
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Cassii
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Cassii