Ways to break your own heart...
Its been an hour I've been sitting here fighting with myself. Should i post an LJ? Why not? I know the only person who EVER reads this is Mike, but maybe by some chance someone else will actually care too. I am not a helper,I've come to this conclusion. People should not ask me for advice or expect me to tell them anything that I might feel could hurt them coming from someone else. I'm not saying that i dont care about your problems but if the words "What would you do?" should exit your mouth... let you wonder for eternity then.
I am very happy with myself. I dont think i have really done anything in the last year to severely injure anyones emotions. I am only human as we all are and make humanlike mistakes.
I'm actually in a relatively good mood and I'm not gunna let the people in my life or not in my life for that matter get me upset. i did for awhile yesterday, but I'm over that. Its childish to think that the people in your life when you are a child will be there forever. Some of them maybe and thats great. I'm not gunna let myself hurt because someone decides they are better then me. thats just not how i am.
I'm excited ... i'm gunna be an aunt by association. VERY COOL. I'm not saying who is having a baby just someone i happen to like.
I got called for an interview at Wegmans.. its wednesday. I'm kinda excited cuz part of me NEEDS to get away from the drama at RITEAID.. but i really love the people there... My regulars and my friends and work... But all things in life need change... i suppose... anywozzle.. i'm supposed to be moving into mikes to go to school at city next semester... if it all works out right... i guess i'm excited for that too... he's just so sweet.
On a totally different subject.. but still mike.. i'm going on vacation in 20 days... that seems so long but i know it'll fly by. anyone i got to go.. either austin just woke up or there are strange noises coming from downstairs and i dont really trust some of the people who live down the street...
I am very happy with myself. I dont think i have really done anything in the last year to severely injure anyones emotions. I am only human as we all are and make humanlike mistakes.
I'm actually in a relatively good mood and I'm not gunna let the people in my life or not in my life for that matter get me upset. i did for awhile yesterday, but I'm over that. Its childish to think that the people in your life when you are a child will be there forever. Some of them maybe and thats great. I'm not gunna let myself hurt because someone decides they are better then me. thats just not how i am.
I'm excited ... i'm gunna be an aunt by association. VERY COOL. I'm not saying who is having a baby just someone i happen to like.
I got called for an interview at Wegmans.. its wednesday. I'm kinda excited cuz part of me NEEDS to get away from the drama at RITEAID.. but i really love the people there... My regulars and my friends and work... But all things in life need change... i suppose... anywozzle.. i'm supposed to be moving into mikes to go to school at city next semester... if it all works out right... i guess i'm excited for that too... he's just so sweet.
On a totally different subject.. but still mike.. i'm going on vacation in 20 days... that seems so long but i know it'll fly by. anyone i got to go.. either austin just woke up or there are strange noises coming from downstairs and i dont really trust some of the people who live down the street...