istarve_4you
For some reason I've been banned from posting in your LJ so here;
Tell me exactly what I should be understanding. I did care and the fact is you dont care about anything, including yourself. What do you think you are accomplishing by being this way? Accepting the idea that you are just a shitty person is not the way to get over things. How can you seriously plan on being happy when you think like this? Maybe for once you can look out side the night of partying and realize, you're not the person you think you are and if you dont you will never be happy. That is honestly the only thing I ever wanted from you, was to be happy, even if not with me. I really dont mean to be hostile at all, but you say that I dont understand, but the problem is that you dont open yourself up to the right things. All I ever tried to do was to help you with shit in your life and make you happy, when all I get in return is that I dont try to understand. Honestly, tell me that you really are happy with the way your life is and I promise I will leave you alone. I really do care and to see you unhappy just kills me.
Tell me exactly what I should be understanding. I did care and the fact is you dont care about anything, including yourself. What do you think you are accomplishing by being this way? Accepting the idea that you are just a shitty person is not the way to get over things. How can you seriously plan on being happy when you think like this? Maybe for once you can look out side the night of partying and realize, you're not the person you think you are and if you dont you will never be happy. That is honestly the only thing I ever wanted from you, was to be happy, even if not with me. I really dont mean to be hostile at all, but you say that I dont understand, but the problem is that you dont open yourself up to the right things. All I ever tried to do was to help you with shit in your life and make you happy, when all I get in return is that I dont try to understand. Honestly, tell me that you really are happy with the way your life is and I promise I will leave you alone. I really do care and to see you unhappy just kills me.