am i more than you bargained for yet..
Okay So yes it has been forever and a day since I have updated..go figure I'm gonna try harder especially since recent events require me to do some serious ranting and raving..
I have had an awesome "vacation" type thing..yes i have went to cinemark a couple times, that was inevitable, and i did kinda miss working which is a sickness, but what can you do about it
the wedding and reception was so much fun, courtney's stepmom's family was so awesome, michael and jennifer they were a lot of fun, they are courtney's new cousins..too bad they live in colorado, sounds like a road trip to me, and yeah att he recption it was me, courtney, pat, rob, jake, and danielle and we seriously had a lot of fun, just dancing and being stupid...courtney's dad's side of the family was great..everyone was really nice and friendly...it was a great time
Now its off to the part of the week that has been well hell...okay so I don't understand people at all, how you can give and give of yourself and then just get completley blown off..without reasoning or without any kind of communication whatsoever...staci was supposed to go to the wedding with us but she said she had to go shopping with her mom..and she was supposed to call danielle, but never made any contact with danielle at all,i am at a loss for words as to what to do about her,no reasoning, no anything she is one of my closest friends, has been for a couple years now..shes been writing these sad, depressing blogs on her myspace and well to be blunt it sounds like a pity party..why else would she display it for everyone and their mom to read..
i feel bad when i say i don't really have sympathy for her..she has good friends who have been trying to help her, contact her, e.t.c but she is just alienating herself...again i do not understand
i mean it just really bugs me when people seem to take their lives for granted..her life isn't as bad as she makes it sound..she could have it a LOT worse have you seen the news, come on now...oh yeah and all of us have our own issues,no ones life is perfect, everyone feels lonely once in awhile, but is it necessary to display them for the whole entire world to read..no i don't think so
she writes about how she doesn't know why she has friends, its not like she makes us look good(yes thats exactly what she said) cause thats why i have the friends i have is to make me look good...yeah how about NO
thats just a little piece of it, she also wrote about all these things that she finds wrong about herself, shes always late, she never has money, e.t.c
and of course she writes how she feels lonely how i have courtney and my other friends from school and whatnot and danielle has megan and her boyfriend matt..but come on we have invited her places and still tried to have everyone hang out all together..I am so frustrated right now
im really trying very hard but if she doesn't want to communicate or talk with us as opposed to just typing on myspace..what else am i to do..i've been calling nonstop, writing her messages on myspace saying that she needs to face this..she is 19 and this is how adults fix problems..they have to communicate they can't just run away and hide from things..
this entry could go on, and on
AHHHHHHHH..thats all I have to say
I have had an awesome "vacation" type thing..yes i have went to cinemark a couple times, that was inevitable, and i did kinda miss working which is a sickness, but what can you do about it
the wedding and reception was so much fun, courtney's stepmom's family was so awesome, michael and jennifer they were a lot of fun, they are courtney's new cousins..too bad they live in colorado, sounds like a road trip to me, and yeah att he recption it was me, courtney, pat, rob, jake, and danielle and we seriously had a lot of fun, just dancing and being stupid...courtney's dad's side of the family was great..everyone was really nice and friendly...it was a great time
Now its off to the part of the week that has been well hell...okay so I don't understand people at all, how you can give and give of yourself and then just get completley blown off..without reasoning or without any kind of communication whatsoever...staci was supposed to go to the wedding with us but she said she had to go shopping with her mom..and she was supposed to call danielle, but never made any contact with danielle at all,i am at a loss for words as to what to do about her,no reasoning, no anything she is one of my closest friends, has been for a couple years now..shes been writing these sad, depressing blogs on her myspace and well to be blunt it sounds like a pity party..why else would she display it for everyone and their mom to read..
i feel bad when i say i don't really have sympathy for her..she has good friends who have been trying to help her, contact her, e.t.c but she is just alienating herself...again i do not understand
i mean it just really bugs me when people seem to take their lives for granted..her life isn't as bad as she makes it sound..she could have it a LOT worse have you seen the news, come on now...oh yeah and all of us have our own issues,no ones life is perfect, everyone feels lonely once in awhile, but is it necessary to display them for the whole entire world to read..no i don't think so
she writes about how she doesn't know why she has friends, its not like she makes us look good(yes thats exactly what she said) cause thats why i have the friends i have is to make me look good...yeah how about NO
thats just a little piece of it, she also wrote about all these things that she finds wrong about herself, shes always late, she never has money, e.t.c
and of course she writes how she feels lonely how i have courtney and my other friends from school and whatnot and danielle has megan and her boyfriend matt..but come on we have invited her places and still tried to have everyone hang out all together..I am so frustrated right now
im really trying very hard but if she doesn't want to communicate or talk with us as opposed to just typing on myspace..what else am i to do..i've been calling nonstop, writing her messages on myspace saying that she needs to face this..she is 19 and this is how adults fix problems..they have to communicate they can't just run away and hide from things..
this entry could go on, and on
AHHHHHHHH..thats all I have to say