Things are um different right now that is for sure. Well at least different then expected. an old friend.Who was that and more last night. im just thinking a lot not sure what i think about things anymore.
Kyle, You've changed... in so many ways!! You don't ever call just to see whats going on or to tell me what's up with you... We're supposed to be family... but right now I don't know what or who you are you are to busy stuck up in your own life to even realize all the people who love you right in front of your face... It hurts to see you like this... all I know is that I want my old Kaku back... Let me know when you find him again or actually have time in your "busy" lil' life to care about your cousin... Just to let you know if u even care my house was on fire on friday!! I didn't hear your call... I really needed someone... i though I could rely on you... but I guess I was wrong... Thanx a lot... I need you right now... actually I've needed you all along... I just need someone to talk to and a shoulder to cry on... I've been hurt too much in the last month and I really don't need it from you... so please call me I'm in pain and I need you by my side like old times... No matter how mad I am or get at you just remember that I love you
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Emmy, I love you even if your family doesn't! I am sorry that he is treating you like you don't exsist. I am sure he loves you, maybe he really is busy? But still even if he is he should make time for family. I know how much you love him Em! Ever childhood memory you share with me Kyle is in it. That is so swet! I wish I was as close to my cousins as you two. I know if I was every that close to my cousins I would not let them slip away. Family is way to important to be losing. I will always be here for you to have a shoulder to cry on...I know it hurts to have family act like ever guy in school. I am sure he wil come to his senses and realize what a great person he is letting get away. One day when he comes to his senses and there is no one there for him he'll come crawling back. But if he plays his cards wrong... then he won't have any family to turn back too. I hope you realize that Emily needs you and if you'd just make an effort you'd come to find that there are other people on this planet not just you. And before
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well first of all now my phone is out i cant even call next door.and demily you are taking everythign the wrong way. Your right its not just about me.im a missionarry do you know how many people i have to be there for. alot. i am always doign things for other people trying to make other people happy.im not selfish as you make me out to be
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Heh, what is your problem? I never said I knew how your life was. And to tell you the truth I don't care. I am concerned about my best friend! Where the heck do you get off even thinking that I "pretend" to know how your life goes down. That's right you do live there...but I life here and you know what right now I am more of a cousin the Emily then you. Oh wow, I am so happy for you. Your going to be an adult. Well get this... no matter how old you get you will never be an adult until you start acting like one. Why'd it have to go down like this man? Things coulda been so much better. Your lose.
Kyle, What's wrong with you??... you never used to be like this... and no this is not all about that we live far apart or that we don't talk often but it is about you and me... It just seems as if you don't care what is up with me... you ask what's wrong and when I tell you and you completely bite my head off... I really wish I wouldn't have told you but I did so yea... you just need to deal with it... I told you my emotions and now... idk... I wish you'd just understand the way I feel... It would make it so much better on the both of us!! I really don't appriecate you yelling at Grace she is just a concerned friend... and if you have anything to say just say it to me... k?... and what you said about the talking on the phone to people in tennessee it has NOTHING to do with us. I didn't grow up with them but I did with you... for goodness sake I don't even know 1/2 their names... that really makes me mad and sad... I can't believe you'd say that it's really upseting you'd never understand how much I've cried to hear all those mean
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