my life
hey everyone, this whole situition is getting alittle better. just that everyone is there for me is making it an easier transition. so last weekend i went to the pinery in canada it was okay. i think i was just sad because i know that ryan could have been there with me and the fact that he wasnt because of stupid freaking reasons just made me sad. i did get alkot of thinking done and journaling so that was good. jumping off the dunes was a deffinite high point!that was alot of fun, the swimming was also one, i really enjoyed that. the people who went were pretty cool i got to knwo steve and sarah alittle better so that was a bonus. i had jackie and my sis there too so it made it more fun. all in all if the circumstances were better it would have been a wonderful time. so next year everyone should come. now this comming weekend my crazy rediciolous parents want us to go camping again i am trying so hard to get out of it, i want to go to port huron so bad to see everyone. theyt are having a church service for mexico and i just want to see everyone. i miss them so much, its crazy. yesterday was fun. hannah julie and mel came over and we had alot of fun we made a viedo and played texas holdem. that was fun then me and julie and mel stayed up and watched a movie i talked to ryan and i wasd saying reallllly weird things i dont know where they were even comming from. it was scaring me because i was falling asleep. today i got up at six and ran then went to drivers traing yes only 3 days left!!!! then came home and literly passed out on the couch, kinda scary. so here i am now i have to go to drivers training at 4 and then to cross country im gunna die!!!!!!!! not really looking foward to it but o well thats life. i miss you guys
elyse
elyse