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[relientkforlife]

today was a pretty slow day, but this weekend was soooo much fun!!!!!! so on friday i took the day off to go up to petoweski for my cousins wedding. we drove up all six of us in the same vehicle talk about being crowded! we got there about 4 and i said hi to everyone and then changed. so the rehersal dinner was fun kinda boring but i got to see all my family. then i read alittle and went to bed late. i got up on saturday and i excercised well if you can call it that there tredmill was like broken everytime you took another step the runner blade would slow down so u couldnt even run. so i decided to do the bike, it was like stuck on a really high gear and it would stop timing you every five minutes. it was pretty lame. then i took a shower and i went walkeing with my aunts and family in to town to shop at some places mostly just look around i ended up getting sweet jeans a skirt and some awesome shoes. then me and my sis went back to get changed that was kewl we got all beautiful. then we went to aunt donnas room and my little baby cousins looked so cute in their dresses it was adorable. we went outside took our seats and the wedding started . angie looked beautiful it actually brought tears to my eyes i mean she is georgeous to begin with but she just looked stunning and brad was like angie your dress is draging and jay are u going to cry. so they got married and we talked to them then we went upstairs to the reception and that was kewl. then i saw D.J and two years ago he did not look that good. 2 yrs ago when they came camping with us he was short skinny and lets just say not attractive, now hes nearly 6 foot lean and very good looking!! so i talked with him. then i gave grace when i was writting it my dad started crying and so did my mom so when i read it i could really feel god ! it was a pretty good prayer if i might add. my cousins started crying and so did my aunts when i talked about the peopel we have lost and how we know that they are looking down on us, i almost started crying. but in the end it all worked out just fiune. i felt special because i got a head booth bcuz i said grace. anyways so i talked to D.J. and we danced he has nice hands luike really rough and he was nice, he smelled good too!!!!then there is thios kid that is my cousins cousin so we have no relation to each other nad this was my favorite part of the nignt. i have always seen him at family things but never said hi and i always thought he looked like a really nice guy and kinda cute. so he was on the dance floor all night just like me and he was cracking me up dancing with his grandma and mom. but the last song of the dancing was a slow song and i actually didnt have anyone to dance with so im was just kinda off to the side. he comes towards me and says, i have been waiting to steal a dance from you all night. would you like too dance woith me ? i didnt think he was talking to me so i said you just had to ask, and he grabded my hand and led me to the dance floor and held me really close not so close that it was uncomfortable oh i just wanna rub up aginst you close but a i want to make you feel safe and have all of your attention close. and he did. so he goes i have been wanting to ask you to dance all night but i have been afarid and you always had someone to dance with. i was thinking aww. so we talked his name is vince they camp and we camp, then he was sintging the song i was like this guy is awesome because i always sing and this was an eagles song. then i realize that he was shaking. i was like why are u shaking and he s like immnot im like yes you are hes like no im not im like do i make u nervous and he goes why dont we just drop it. i thought it was really cute. so the song ended and he huged me and then i had to go upstairs to babysit so i changed D.j. CAME TO MY ROOMA ND THEN WE HAD TO GET HIS SISTER SO WE WENT TO HIS AND IT SMELLED GOOD HE WEARS THE SAME THING AS ALON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 so i sprayed some on me and then we went downstairrs to my aunts room to watch the kids and dj poked me. then the babys were asleep but brad wasnt so we watched him he was cracking us up. hes 4. at the wedding he was like daddy thiss coke tastess funny and it ended up being a run and coke and he was all dizy. and he went uop to this girl and he goes hey babe wanna kiss me . man my cousin is a pimp. so anyways i went and checked on the girls and they were adorable sleeping so i decided to sit down and watch them for a bit and dj followed me in and he put his sholder under my head so i was leaning on him and then he rested his head on mine it was sweet and then we hugged read tomas the train and then his parents came so he had to go to bed and he left ealry in the morning so i havent seen him since. sunday we drove home. me and my brother got in a fight i have 2 huge cuts on my chest ppl wont stop asking about them and i guess im grounded for 2 weeks but thats bull. so yesterday we had a game we lost i came home watched like 6 episodes of law and order and then went to bed and today was a half day and i had practicte came home watched a few movies took a 2 hr napm and then watched some tv while dad had bible study , cleanded up after them. my dad is so crabby today i hate being arounf hiom and he over reacts about everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so we had to watch american idol in the family room where i was watching house and then house didnt get all the way recorded because someone from dads bible study wanted to watch the football game and it got all screwed up . so when we are watching his show we cant even talk or he will scream at us but when im watching mine he talks really loud so i cant even hear and if i turn it up he freaks out and makes me go upstairs hes so annoying he needs drugs, because he is in so much pain that he reminds us of it 6 times a freckin day and then he takes it out on us. gosh i hate it.but i guess its life i gotta cope with it.
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