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hey guys im just sitting here chilling in my aunts basement with all of my cousins . its great!!!! i love my family. God has blessed me so much and some how i show him so little apprication. its horrible when i think about how i act from day to day. i take things sooo for granted, normal things like walking and hearing and seeing and talking. all these things i have only because god has allowed me to have them.now when i think about it i can do0 so many things to expand and enhhance the kindgdom the kingdom of god. its crazy and i wonder why i dont do things why i dont say more and why i dont spoeak up when i have the oppertunity. i realuize that its fear, its fear of people and not oF gOD WHEN HE IS THE PERSON I SHOULD BE FEARING, HE KNOWS EVERYTHING THAT GOES ON IN MY LIFE AND YET, he doesent judge. i dont even know how this is possible i dont know how someone can love people as much as they do when they mess up so much. But you know i guess thats what makes god god. he has the power to believ in you when you dont believ in yourslef, he loves you when no one else will. he is with you and sheltewrs you when you are abandoned. hges mercifil and compassionate and teh savior of the world!! i would deffinitly be lost with out him!!the other day i was trying to explain how god is all powerful three in one to my volleyball team it was actually quite funny. they didnt get how god was god jesus and the spirt. it made me think i should be living for others not my self i shiould try to be an image of gods love and not care about my own appearence and reputation. some of the questions at youth group amde me realiuzethat i am a selfish person. like some of them were...
do you get angry when other people get credit for your ideas? and opther questions like that and i realized that i answered yes to every one of those questions. it made me really sad and made me wanmt to change those answers reallybad. i realize i need to be more for peopel vs more for self. if i have hurt you or haventbeen as compasionate as ik should be im very sorry and if you confront me i will resolve the problem
GOD BLESS!!!!!
do you get angry when other people get credit for your ideas? and opther questions like that and i realized that i answered yes to every one of those questions. it made me really sad and made me wanmt to change those answers reallybad. i realize i need to be more for peopel vs more for self. if i have hurt you or haventbeen as compasionate as ik should be im very sorry and if you confront me i will resolve the problem
GOD BLESS!!!!!