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ok, today is the cedar point trip for the seniors and im not goin cause i dont have the money, i dont like riding roller coasters(call me a pussy if u want, i dont care), and i didnt want to miss edge today. yesterday at work, i was workin and then my stomach started to feel weird and i went to the bathroom and i took a shit, i didnt feel any better. so like 3 hours of bein there and i went back to the bathroom and i like threw up. omg i had to puke at work, how lame is that. but after that i felt better. i have recently relialised that everything belongs in pairs, like shoes, socks, gloves, contacts(lol), oh and people. i see that everything that is supposed to be a pair, and isnt, doesnt function correctly, like wearing one shoe doesnt work, or wearin one sock doesnt work, wearing one contact messes with ur eyes, and one person is lonely, like me for example. my life is boring and eventless, i am not as happy as i used to be and i feel a part of me is missing and it doesnt feel good. i want to think that everything will turn ot well, but as far as i can see, it aint gona happen. i just would like to have someone there for me.