IM BACK!!!

Dec 10, 2005 23:14

IM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let's see how many people notice.... :)

I took a break from LJ, and I'm not sure I'll continue posting, but I think with this being the most stressful time of my life, having an outlet for the stress might help. So, you may or may not want to read this, but I think I will enjoy writing it anyways.

About all that has occurred in my life since my last post is that I am really close to passing my first semester of Diagnostic Imaging! This is a big feat because I came close to failing. Not because of my class grades but because of an unfair grade in clinical. But I got it fixed and now I just have to make at least a 50 on each of my last finals. Easy! I work at Parkway M.C. now too. It's been a good learning experience. My biggest feat ahead of me as far as Radiology is finding some confidence in myself....I don't trust myself to complete the exams that I have learned how to do. I really second guess myself, and the funny thing is that I'm the only one who does this. Everyone I work with believes I can do it, and when they make me, I do it, and I do a good job. Eh. I have a confidence problem on many levels to conquer.

Christmas is really soon!! And in about 3 1/2 weeks I'll turn 20!!! YAY for me! I'm excited. For some reason I think 20 is going to feel real different than 19. We shall see. Sadly I have to work all weekend of Christmas. ALL day Christmas eve until 8pm. Christmas from 3-9, and the day after 3-9. I'm off on my birthday though. I'd trade that to be off on Christmas weekend. :( I had to work last Christmas and I hated it! GAH! But hey, time and a half will equal about $20 an hour so that will make the pain easier!

I could use some prayer too..I've been struggling major with some happiness issues...stemming from some self esteem and acceptance (with a side of lonliness) issues...it's an ugly problem that I can't seem to get over.

Well, I warned you it wasn't exciting, but it's my life!
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