the beginning

Dec 30, 2003 23:28

wow. big thanks to my buddy leya for helping me with codes and schtuff! thanks for being a doll, leya.

so to begin this journal, i'm gonna say that i'm not going to tell you about myself as an introduction. that would ruin the fun of getting to know me. i'm fun, though, let me tell you. ;)

all during christmas break, i've just been hanging out with abby. she's my across-the-street neighbor, and i seriously have not been away from her for more than 3 hours this whole break. i have a cycle of pajamas going so that i always have some clean, because i haven't worn anything but pajamas, either.

tomorrow's new years. my mom's trying to decide what party to let me go to, because i was invited to austin's and to my other best friends, lynnea's. lynnea's is a sleep-over, and i wish abby would go, but she's going to austins just because of nick. if he wasn't going to be there, she would have gone to lynnea's. my mom says that going to lynnea's will make me look like a social-outcast because 20 people were invited to austins. all these people are going to do if play xbox when maybe if i went to L's, i'd make some intelligent conversation. austins not capable of the word "intelligent". last year at his party all we did was sit and watch the movie XXX. not fun. i would have rather been talking. last year was kinda fun though because i flirted with nick the whole time since abby was going out with TJ then. but now she's going out with nick, so "aha!" no one to have fun with. i'll sit by myself and ponder the meaning of new year's. who came up with new years? is it really a new year? what is a year? why?

i'm going to get a cavity. i just ate a one pound bag of starbursts. hello bad breath. [whew]

i'm talking to jay and katie. what a pair, those two. they went out a while ago, but they broke up, jay's seriously still addicted to katie, but katie has moved on. i wish he would. it's only hurting him.

[dances] i'm super excited for winter formal. my dress is bad though. it's gold, and ive had it since this summer, but i'll definetely need to get a $30 tan to make my skin not match the dress. that means the tan would cost more than the dress. two words. rip off. *pfh* and i need to accessorize. all of my gold stuff is the wrong hue. it's a weird gold, this dress. this sucks. i need to either tan or buy another dress. buying another dress would be easier because i don't want to have to have my mom drive me to des moines to tan.

i watched 2 1/2 hours of 'rich girls' on mtv tonight. i think i'm dumber for watching it. ally hilfiger is so pretty and smart, but her best friend, jaime gleicher, is really mean and brings down ally's hyperness with her depressingness. i wish i had their clothes and hair. i'm like a dumb farmer-looking girl with my short dark brown hair and GAP clothes, compared to their million dollar wardrobes and long hair. watching shows like that make me feel useless but i like them all the same.

i think i've jabbed enough for a while. i might write some more later, but i'm going to go see how the rest of this livejournal stuff works.

"do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind." [romans 12:2]
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